Rear View Mirror

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At sea on a solitary rock I remember the world
brightly, contrary to the distortion in  
the rear view mirror.  
Swelling tides argue with my rock and I find  
new company in the salty mist that pales the scene  
and cools my skin.  
The rock speaks ancient words  
only my heart can hear. 
With a chill I know I am home.

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